Thoughts behind the artwork...

Cancerous Retrospection. Once upon a time, I was a self-destructive alcoholic. After years of following dark paths, I was able to find my way back to the light. Sadly, not everyone finds their way back to the light. This image is a representation of a lost soul who could not escape his past. For years this lost soul would periodically reach out to me to reminisce about "the good old days" and how he wished we could go back to them. He spent his precious days on this earth pining for a past that could never be returned. When I found my way back from the darkness, he could not follow me... trapped in Cancerous Retrospection, he was ultimately lost. He died a young man and is dearly missed.

-John Alexander (aka SirJohn)